And all through the house, the dogs were sacked out sleeping
It's hot in the house.
Smurfette was snuggled under the blankets in front of the TV
Praying desperately the cough medicine will relieve me.
The textbooks were outlined, the processes recited.
With less than 15 hrs to comps, I should be excited...
I am too tired to write the rest. Suffice it to say, I know I should be worried, scared, excited, prepared, anything but the great emptiness I feel right now. I want to have a pass on this exam, but I just don't care anymore. I wish I did. Worst case scenario, tomorrow is the last day in my attempt to become America's Next Top Ph.D. student, and I join the ranks of the unemployed. Best case scenario, I get to go to work again tomorrow afternoon, safe in the knowledge that I lived to fight another day.
FYI, Glamour said last month they were considering publishing my letter regarding the surrogacy issue. It should hit newsstands tomorrow. Let me know if they changed it.
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